Is these love or lust?

by Deus

Don’t know what made these feeling
Instantaneously came and revealing
Continue denying the uncertainty
Tried holding, controlling the vanity


No love this time, don’t want to play game
I’m not a demigod, I’m only human as lame
Don’t blame me, can’t contained it anymore
It doesn’t feel the same, want some more


Would like to laid you in my arms until dawn
Fall for you, is not easy thing to drawn
Drive me insane, my heart is on torment
Chasing breath, just another moment


Pretend to know, everybody knows
Wrong or right it doesn’t matter
Love or lust preferred the latter
If these feeling sway, wish gone faraway

My Heart Sings by 311 (Dedicated to Ms. Ofalyn)

4 A.M. this hotel room and I think of you
Not in anger, but in danger of calling you
My mind's a long, long way from it was dead
And now the good times just keep drifting back in, woah

Breathe it on out the end will come so freely
You'll figure it out the answer will come so clearly dear
Let it all go cause we can't know just what will be
Hard it is to set you free
It's so much easier that way

My heart sings when I think of you
That is what you do
A melody that will settle me
That is just the thought of you
My heart sings and it's time you knew, yeah
My heart sings

I'm not made of stone, I'm only flesh and bone
I'm half crazy and amazed that you are alone
Let's sit on the shore, watch the ocean breathe (sit and watch the ocean breathe)
It's getting dark but we both don't want to leave, woah

Breathe it on out the end will come so freely
You'll figure it out the answer will come so clearly dear
Let it all go cause we can't know just what will be
Hard it is to set you free
It's so much easier that way

My heart sings when I think of you
That is what you do
A melody that will settle me
That is just the thought of you
My heart sings and it's time you knew, yeah
My heart sings
My heart sings

Woah, woah, woah

My heart sings, my heart sings when I think of you, yeah
You wake up me when I'm lost at sea
Bring me back to you, yeah
We can know just what we'll be
What the future brings
But my heart sings
My heart sings
My heart sings

Whore of Deception

Attention bands in the music scene of Brutal Death/death metal/ grind core, i wrote a poem intended for you guys. If you want to use it just email and give me credits for the lyrics. Enjoy !

Whore of Deception

By Deus

We gave you our trust

Promises after promises

But only left are premises

Continue, our rage will burst

Turning the world around

Behold, Behold, Behold

Whore of deception

End for your desperation

Standing in the of misery – fuck your better half

For he is the reason why us living on depression

In the flame of hatred I beseech you dance for your redemption

Continue and you’ll see the fury of the nation

Allow me to give you the fucking decision

Cut throat, cut throat in two half

Blood will spilled on the promise land

Smashed head and scrambled brain will be fed to needy

Live in torment for you are so much greedy

Scraped vagina grilled on fire ready for the feast

Slice burned flesh all set for the beast

Bones were incinerated while teeth served as ornamental

Turning the world around

Behold, Behold, Behold

Whore of deception

End for your desperation

Let Us Start Again

A thing happened to me recently that changed my life forever. I don’t know why it happened or whether by accident or design. If only one thing happened differently, maybe the event won’t happen. I saw the danger but I don’t react sooner. But life is what it is, with anyone control. I’m out of focus with no direction. I had to let go.

BUT, I’m alright now, facing life squarely. If you want to know more about the things that come up, guess you should check out my other blog. I’m on the process of uploading it. I’ll coin it, My Love Story Tragedy.

I’ll keep you posted. Thanks.